was it something i said?

IN MY FACE.

you sit next to the fireplace, looking out the window, tea in your hands. you put a blanket around yourself just to feel more comfty and to say to the cold outside: 'in your face!!' with the biggest attitude.

and then you have to go out, and the cold is in your face. literally. and it sucks.

apparently i haven't blogged about it but i remember well thinking a while ago about what happens to an imaginary friend when the person forgets them.. i'm finding out only now that apparently they move on and become a friend to another person who needs them at the time.

it hurt to be forgotten the first time.

i'm sure it will hurt again.

but i love helping those who need me.

and now i have hope of becoming real some day.