If my life was a movie, half of the spectators would be commenting on how stupid I am. The other half is just not the kind that would comment on movies. 

I guess I'm still looking for a way around it. I wish we spoke the same languages..

Waiting for the world to change; and knowing the change is coming, and it's inevitable. Take heart, dear child, take heart.

Goodbye my love, see you in heaven.

And a day without you seems like an eternity. And I can't even tell you that..

i can't put my thoughs into words. i struggle some more with it. i'm about to start a couple of times, but nothing comes out. i'm quiet for a moment. all i want to say is - i miss your face.

when you love me enough, you'll let me know.

ok, i say with a sigh.

to someone that i used to know: i love you.. wherever you are

don't give up what you want most for what you want now. please don't. please.

drama queeeeeen!!

still there.. worrying. hurting. beating.

he still does.

you is kind. you is smart. you is important.

when i feel like i wanna punch you in the face, i know you need a hug.

the brokenness of this world breaks me

can't believe that was just a year ago..

it doesn't seem relevant anymore.

there are moments when i get tired of asking questions that i get no answers to

do you know the awkward dates at the restaurant when one of the two is really bored sitting there and so they say they just need a toilet break and then never come back, the other one waiting there for them.. and waiting.. and waiting..? i feel like that happened to me last night.

feels like being in love. in love with life :)

i guess it's time to go to sleep.

just say something; anything

i hate to be the one to break it to you, kid, but you're messed up.

let me let you in on a little secret, though: we ALL are.

happy birthday..

keep the fork - the best is yet to come!

oh great. i'm back to being a cry baby

who's your god?

layers

:) in a way, that's all i have to say. but then there's so much more feelings i want to express..

:).

:) //here is the less-than-three sign which for some reason i can't post//

sometimes less than three is just not enough; therefore, i now decide to use less than four. //and here is the less-than-four sign//

:D :D :D happy :D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaAaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAaaaaaaaaHH!! aaAAaa LOVE IT!!

xD clap-clap-clap-clap

..

no, some feelings just can't be put into words. i know words are big, sometimes too big for what we wanna say. but feelings can be bigger. to big to put into words. therefore:

t689phoč824icšhćšž'olpihd98pjopč.

yeah, this somehow describes it. in a way.

blah. how do you know i'm happy? i just babble nonsense, and i feel like AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA(HH) expresses much more than it really does. there. i'm happy.

i don't wanna change you. i wanna change your ways.

i would've never thought the time to say goodbye would come so soon.

..i still somehow hope i'm wrong and i don't have to say it yet. or ever.

my heart skips a beat. ..oh. and it goes back to normal.

was it something i said?

IN MY FACE.

you sit next to the fireplace, looking out the window, tea in your hands. you put a blanket around yourself just to feel more comfty and to say to the cold outside: 'in your face!!' with the biggest attitude.

and then you have to go out, and the cold is in your face. literally. and it sucks.

apparently i haven't blogged about it but i remember well thinking a while ago about what happens to an imaginary friend when the person forgets them.. i'm finding out only now that apparently they move on and become a friend to another person who needs them at the time.

it hurt to be forgotten the first time.

i'm sure it will hurt again.

but i love helping those who need me.

and now i have hope of becoming real some day.

every relationship is a long distance relationship. but please, don't let the distance make us distant. PLEASE

even though i love the gentle little kisses on my face, the extreme whiteness around me, and today, for the first time in my life, i believe, even the feeling of the cold snowflakes that fall on my neck or even somehow manage to get to my back, i'm not sure i'm over the fact that the snow is cold. not quite yet..

THANKFUL

i'm thankful for love, for friends, my family, remembering, relationships, feelings, rainy days as well as sunshine in my life, for smiles i get and smiles i give, for hugs, even occasional eye contact. i'm thankful for mercy and grace, for happiness, for the possibility to make long distance shorter. i'm thankful for fun times, and the laughs, for missing people, and for the shadows on my wall. i'm thankful for chocolate, for music, and for facebook chat. i'm thankful for scars. i'm thankful for the opportunity to write this, and for your ability to read it. i'm thankful for this world and all the beauty in it. i'm thankful for YOU.

two twenty four

one twenty one

eleven twelve

you messed me up

help me help you

the rain is coming my way..

oh there you are! :)

now i know it's right.
now i know it wasn't a mistake.
now i know it didn't hurt for a reason.
now i know i had to let it go.
now i know and i love it.

i am third

oh the power or tears

i wish i had a childhood like that..

BUTTERFLIES IN YOUR STOMACH CAN CAUSE HURRICANE IN YOUR HEART

they say a butterfly can cause a hurricane on the other side of the world..

i think it works on closer distance too.

butterflies in the stomach can cause a hurricane in your heart. but only if you let it.

a butterfly can cause a hurricane on the other side of the world. but only if HE lets it!

sometimes it just doesn't matter

50 days. 39 if i lower my standards

by believing peter, just believe

i would change one thing. everything else would follow :)

p.s. I love you

i miss having a dream

objasni mi šta je ljubav..

OUCH!!

the truth hurts when it has to

i miss you. (I)

me haces falta. (YOU)

pogrešam te. (I)

nedostaješ mi. (YOU)

look at the syntactic structure of the sentences.. twice I'm the agent, and twice it is you!!

please understand me II

idealist. counselor.

Acts 29

And nine were added to their number on that day.

going out of your comfort zone is not supposed to feel comfortable.

(just thought you should know)

photos lie.

they tell the fact but not the context.

they pretend to show you how things are but the interpretation you get is so wrong.

don't trust the photos, trust people.

let's give a flower an eternal life..

my scars remind me of you

sleep. the time when you're allowed to dream *

a weekend can never last more than just a few days.

eventually came that tomorrow that was one day too late..

taking time to be a child again..

it's not love that changes

december is supposed to be a happy month

i just remembered it was me who left.. i'm sorry

sometimes i wish i could turn the radio so loud i wouldn't be able to hear my thoughts anymore. maybe then the pain would go away.

sometimes the look on your face says it all..

and then he comes back, awesome as ever, and there's nothing i can do but forget about all the pain he's put me through and welcome him back with arms wide open. he's my love and always will be.